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Friday, July 30, 2010

More+ More+More about me (^,^)

Full Name: Philomena Suling Kawit

Single or Taken: errr…for now im single..;)

Sex: Female.

Birthday: 0102

Sign: Aquarius

Siblings: 5..im the oldest..

Eye colour: Dark Brown

Height: 163-166cm..not sure..

Country born: Malaysia..

Innie or Outie: eh? half2..

What are you wearing right now: short pant and one-string.

Where do you live: at my house..hehehe..

Righty or lefty: Righty..

Any pets: nope..

Where do you work?: ow! Im still studying..:)

Do you like to text?: yes..but not all the time..

Play an instrument?: no, but I wish i can learn how to play guitar..

Have any Tattoos?: no..wanna die soon? Hahaha..my parents will kill me..;(

Who are your best friends: anyone? can i keep it secret..?

Do you have a bf or gf?: Yeah! I have both..:XD

Best place to go for a date: at beach..or maybe at garden..

Longest relationship: 20 years..me + my parents..hehe..couple? not more than a year..

Shortest relationship: 2 weeks maybe..WORSE!

Outgoing or introverted?: Outgoing

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?: huh? Of course no..we broke up..;(

How many gf/bf have told you they love you?: all of them..huhu..biasa la cinta monyet..

Have you ever thought you were going to marry someone?: I will get married soon..LOL

Are you crushin' on someone?: hehehe..

Are you happier single or in a relationship?: both..

Have you ever been cheated on?: ermmm..I guess so..

Have you ever been with someone who was taken at the time?: to be honest yes..But I didn’t know..Not my fault..hahaha..(‘’,)

Have you ever had your heart broken?: yes..;(

Have you ever broken someones heart?: maybe..if so, im sorie..>_<

Do you talk to any of your ex's?: eh? Yes..but just2 u know..

Do you believe that you are a good bf/gf?: maybe I'm not good enough..=_+

Have you dated people who were not good for you?: ermm..idk

Have you ever been in an abusive relationship?: NO! and I wish I will never have that kind of relationship.

Have you ever dated someone older than you?: Of course..I think they are more matured.

How about younger than you?: yes..and I promise to myself that I’ll never date someone younger than me again.!

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?: Of course.

Believe in love at first sight?: Always falling in love at 1st sight..hahaha..

Ever been given an engagement ring?: hehhe..no! anyone?

Do you want to get married?: :) Of course I do!

Ever stolen someone's bf or gf?: wtf..NO!

Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?: -_- it’s bad!

Is your gf/bf the most amazing person?: well..

Favorite kind of pants: short..jeans..

Favorite Number: 2, 10 ( 01/02)

Drink: Nescafe / Coke

Sport: Netball, volleyball, basketball, handball

Fast-Food Place: KFC, McD, Sugarbun.

Band: Estranged

Group : DBSK / TVXQ

Movie: Comedy, romantic, thriller, dance

Favorites cartoon/anime character: Detective Conan.

Color: White, soft pink.

Food: Mee goreng mamak,seafood..spicy food.

Ice Cream?: I like it! Chocolate…

Place to relax: My bed or my special place ~hill *secret* shhh!

Magazine: URTV,Rapi,Wanita,Wisel/kaki bola.

Person to hang out with: My friends.

Place to go on the weekends: shopping..hahahaha..

Thing to wear to bed: pyjama/short pant and one string.

Memory : ????

Book: Comics, Novel

Thing about the opposite sex: extinct

Played truth or dare: yes.

Been in a physical fight: noo! Eh, yes! Eh, noo! Hahhaa..

Been in a police car: Hell no!

Come close to dying: yes. I have surgery before. Dead and alive..hehehe..

Fallen asleep in school: I think I have never fallen asleep in school before.

Ran away: from someone..yes, I do..!

Cried when someone died: yes..i’m sensitive..easily cry..

Cried in school: yes!

Fell off your chair: In primary school if im not mistaken..

Sat by the phone all night waiting for a call: ermm..

Saved MSN conversations: nooo..i have no MSN..LOL

Saved e-mails: yes.

Used someone: what for??

Done something you regret?: many..

Been drunk before noon: NO!

Had sex in a public place: Yarh! Never! so stupid..#_#

Got caught telling a lie: hahaha..always..I’m not good in telling a lie..

Littered?: ?

Cheated in a relationship?: huh! U know..? yes, I do..XD

Cried during a movie: muahhhaahahha..from what I said before I guess u know it..im sensitive ok..

Your good luck charm: idk..

Best song you ever heard: so many..kiss the baby sky is one of it.

Stupidest thing you have ever done: why should I tell u?

What's your room like: simple..enough if it is comfortable..right?

Last thing you said: right?

What is beside you: my handphone..

What shampoo do you use: secret garden.

What body shampoo do you use? : Currently, Aroma theraphy Lissons.

Something that has happened to you this year: bad or good?

Worst thing that has happened to you this year: my relationship with someone doesn’t goes smoothly.

Your most missed memory: National service at Kem Similajau, Bintulu.

The first thing that comes to mind when you hear: Blue?: My ex favorite color..(^,^)

Today's date: 30th July 2010.

What is the best grade you've ever gotten on an essay: A+..

On your feet?: -nothing..

If you were stuck on an island, what people would you want with : “ Father” to pray for me if im die..

If you loved someone and you were keeping something from them and: that person will get angry.

Do you admire anyone?: yes. Want to know his name?? hehe..

Who is the last person that called you: my mum..asking for my ticket flight..haha..

Who is the last person that text you:? Anis GJP

Who was the last person you slow danced with: my brother..

What makes you laugh the most: Funny story/ accidents..( roll on the floor)

What makes you smile: anything..that make me happy..

Do you like filling these out: eh? Just so so..

Do you wear contacts or glasses?: Both..NO

Do you like yourself: I love myself more than anyone else..

Do you get along with your family: Of course!

Want to have children?: Around 3 or 4 maybe..hahahaha..

Do you like mornings?: 4am in the morning..XD

Do you enjoy seafood?: sure..

What makes you happy: Something that I wish will happen to me..even if it is just a small matter.

What did you do yesterday: class,eat,class,watched movie,replacement class,movie,online.

Got any awards: education? social? Both..

What car do you wish to have: Ferrari or if cannot maybe supra? Am I asking too much?

Do you want to get married: Of course..* get excited*..boohooohoo..^,^

If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change: Nothing..I'm who I am..

Good driver
: No..my mum once said this to me ‘ u make my blood pressure high’..;(

Good dancer
: Yorh! I enjoy it..yeah, keep moving..go plo go..hahaha..

Good Singer
: yes..to invite the rain..LOL~

How many remote controls are in your house: 6 maybe..not sure..

Are you double jointed:

What do you dream about: My study, my future life~future husband, career,house, car, vacation…

Last time you showered: this morning..

The last movie you saw at the theaters: Predator.. ( not all people

Scary or happy movies: Scary..

Root beer or Dr. Pepper: Root beer..

Mud or Jell-O wrestling: neither one..

Vanilla or chocolate: Chocolate

Summer or winter: Both..

Silver or Gold: silver

Diamond or pearl: Pearl

Sunset or Sunrise: sunset..

Sprite or 7up: sprite

Orange juice or apple juice: apple juice

Cats or dogs: NO!

Coffee or tea: tea time..

Phone or in person: Depend..

Oldest, middle, youngest or only child: me? Oldest..

Indoor or Outdoor: Outdoor..fresh air..

Describe Yourself In One Word: Ambitious..

What's your biggest mistake?: errr…

#1 Priority in your life: of course study!

Dream job: business women..

Special talents: Dance,bidding..

Where are you right now?: my room..

Famous person you'd like to meet: DBSK ( celebrities ) / Messi ( football player )..

Place to visit before you die: 100 most beautiful place in the world..

Song to be played at your funeral:,,,,,,,

Had the Chicken pox: yes.

Ever gotten a scar: yes.

Dated outside your race?: yes..1 Malaysia..hahhaa..

Dated your good friend/best friend?: hell no! hopefully never..!

Sung in the shower?: sometimes…

Spit in someone's drink?: eiiiwww!!

Dumped someone?: well..not mean to..

Had more than five REAL bf/gf?: in one time? how bout scandal? hahaha..Playgirl should play hard..

Played a computer game for more than 5 hours?: long time ago..nowadays, im not really into computer games.

Spun yourself in circles to get dizzy on purpose?: yes..just for fun..

Laughed so hard it hurt?: happiness is scary because it won’t last forever.

Cried yourself to sleep?: few times..

Cried in public?: err..never..yes..

Thrown up in public?: hell no!

Lied to your parents?: it not really a lying..

Skipped class?: always! Bad student..

Slept in class?: never..i can’t sleep in class..my friends always make noise!

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Lirik Berakhir sebelum bermula by AnumAF8

Baru ku bilang kau punya rupa yang menawan
Tidak bererti diri ini jatuh hati
Benar mungkin kita punya peluang berkenalan
Tapi belum sampai ke tahap maut lagi

Merbahaya amat merbahaya
Menyamakan suka dengan cinta
Nanti kau yang kecewa

Oh jangan cepat menyerah hati
Pada saat mula berjinak
Oh akan timbul masalah
Cinta berakhir sebelum bermula
Sebelum bermula

Perlahan sedikit kenapa mahu tergesa-gesa
Cinta pasti lahir jika sesama suka
Biar berkenalan dulu sebelum berpacaran
Atau paling tidak mungkin sekadar teman

Memang benar aku tertarik padamu
Tapi tunggu dulu
Kita perlu ambil satu persatu

Lirik Ku ada kamu by Adira AF8

Di kala ku kehilangan
Di dalam kegelapan
Kau suluhkan sinar petunjuk
Di kala ku kesedihan
Kau ukirkan senyuman
Dengan penuh sabar memujuk

Engkau menyambut tiap kali aku terjatuh
Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh
Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku
Andai hari esok dunia gelora
Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu

Di kala aku tak pasti
Kau tampil dengan berani
Membimbing agar lebih yakin
Dan bila hidup penuh soalan
Kau berikan jawapan
Melengkap semua kekurangan

Engkau menyambut tiap kali aku terjatuh
Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh
Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku
Andai hari esok dunia gelora
Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu

Tidak mungkin diri ini mampu hidup tanpa doronganmu
Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh
Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku
Andai hari esok dunia gelora
Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Friend???????


What is friends mean to you?

For me :

" FRIENDS ARE SOMEONE WHO WHEN YOU WITH THEM,
YOU FEEL THAT YOU CAN OVERCOME ANYTHING"

BUT...
I dont know what friends means to others..
If can, I really want to appreciate all of my friends..love them with all of my heart..
Unfortunately we are not the same. How we treat our friend is not the same. Different peoples have different ways. AND there are various types of friends too..
In one side, they just hangout with us in happy moment but when we have difficult moment, they try to GET OUT from our life. THAT's SUCK!
For example, one day I ask my friend accompany me buy something that really important. Then she says ' when u try to asking for some help, u're trying to be nice to me'. OMG! UNBELIEVEABLE!!!!
If you think my asking for help is a burden then just tell me the truth.
Just tell me that I'm asking too much.
Do not talk behind me. It hurting me..:(
And that make me try to avoid you. Your call, your message and everything related to you.
AND I HATE TO DO THIS TO YOU!!
But what choice I have? YOU MAKE ME HATE MYSELF BECAUSE I HATE YOU!!

Friday, July 09, 2010

Do friends care?

We are friends and I do like to pass the day with you in seriouse and incosequential chatter. I wouldn't mind washing up beside you, dusting beside you, reading the back half of the paper while you read the front. We are friends and I would miss you, do miss you and think of you very often. OR the friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hours of grief or bereavement, who can tolerate with not knowing..not healing..not curing..that is friend who care.